A present for someone who doesn't want me
There was a man who I once knew, for me there was no other. The closer to loving me he grew, the more he would grow further. I tried to love him as his friend, i tried to love him as a lover; but he never loved me in the end. I'm so done hoping him to develop affection for me.Here is a hard truth to accept: You cannot make someone love you. And the best decision that you will ever make is to stop wanting the love of someone who doesnt love you. I felt so much more than I ever showed him because he never like to talk about feelings and emotions, thats why i held back a lot back then. Even until now, I dont hate him, I did leave, but I didnt leave because i stopped loving him, I leave because the longer I stay the less I love myself and it crushing me, until the very moment I heard something whispered to me saying: "you dont need that kind of love" so this is goodbye. I think now that I start to head up, attitude up, and cheer up and I dont want to have anything to do wit